Detective Saviour’s Files

Is Thursday, 30th March 2006…1648 hours…

Hm… I don’t know why I can’t use blue colour to type my blog… It won’t let me access to it… Anyway… Black will be fine I guess…

This week… A very disgusting experience I just had… I just dissect a white rat… Just to get its lungs and heart… It was brutal… But I don’t have any other choice but to do it… Anyway… It was fun… Haha… But the most sickening part was… I lost half of my dissecting equipment… So, I had to perform surgery with just half of my tools… Now, I need to get another new set… Rats…

I’m going to Langkawi tomorrow and I’ll be back this Sunday… Ah, I think that I deserve a vacation… Haha… I’m going to enjoy myself there and I have a mission impossible to perform… I need to find something that is nice so that I can give it as a present to someone… It’s difficult but I think that I can do it…

Hm… It was really a good week for me… You know something… I when jogging that Tuesday and I was caught in the rain… And the best part was… I was splash with water by a lorry… Anyway it was fun… Haha… I think I’ll compose a poem while I’m in Langkawi… I do have the inspiration but I’m still thinking of a suitable introduction…

Anyway… I’m going to do some revising now and pack my stuff later… Be in school tomorrow and have the time of my life…

Is Friday, 24th of March 2006… 2016 hours…

What a ‘wonderful’ prefect meeting that was on Wednesday… Here’s the best part… EXCOs were killing each other in the meeting… And the eye cathcing part was that it was right in front of the Form 4 and Form 5 prefects… Now, how humiliating is that?… Thats like so embarrassing you know…

As if I don’t have enough trouble to take care of… This ’smart’ people must find more trouble for me… Freaks… Uncivilized… Argue over a small matter… Now, those four ‘fantastic’ EXCOs leave me but no other choice but to issue out warning letter to them… As much as I hate to do this… They leave me to no other choice… I have to be strict in this case… This is the last straw…

Because the four of them argued right in front of the Form 4 and Form 5 prefects… I will give them their ‘reward’ right in front of all the EXCOs in this Monday’s meeting… It will be humiliating but it is a lesson they have to learn… They should thank God that I don’t plan to give it right in front of the other prefects…

One is a holding the post of Prefect’s Discipline… The other two are Student’s Affair and the other is a Head Department… Idiotic fools… Think before you act… They have just made the other prefects think that this year EXCOs are lousy… It’s a good think that our beloved principle don’t know about this… Or else… I’m so dead…

Well… Tomorrow I need to go to school… PIBG meeting… I wonder what does that got to do with me… But anyway… I still need to show my face there… I actually plan to sleep longer tomorrow… Going to do some practise for my MUET which is coming soon… Oh, the pressure… Work… Schoolwork… Personal problem… Its a real challenge…

Hm… I think that’s all for now… Now to do some Maths problem…

Is Saturday, 18th of March 2006… 0816 hours…

Camp is over… What an unexpected camp is was… For start… Attendance was poor but it was lively even though with 18 people because there was a little devil in the group… The whole programme had to be alter a bit… But it was still fun anyway… Haha…

We start of with placing everyone into four groups and asking them to choose a leader, a group name, their group’s motto and their group cheer… So, we had Unity (that is where the little devul was)… P.Stars (P stands for prefects)… 5 Evolution and Toyota… Among the four groups… I think I like P.Stars cheer because it save your voice…Haha…

Then they were ask to design their flags… But the only thing in common in all of the group flags was it has hand print all over it… Then they had their lunch… Instant mee… Then it was base game time… During that time… Me, Chen Yip and Boo wasn’t there because we were too tired… Then it was rest time for them for two hours… From 5 to 7…

I when home that time to take my bathe and had a bit of food… I left Jeong Bin, Salleh and Michelle to look after them… But during that time… I guess that Gan and Michelle believe me that that little angle boy that they thought was actually a devil in disguised… Haha…

At night… Salleh prepare dinner for them… Me and Boo when to fetch Yen Wei here… Hehe… Had to wait for more than half an hour for her to dress up… Then Boo call Siew Keem to join us… The groups had their presentation which was singing Belain Jiwa… It was Unity who won it fair and square… Then it was crafting with fruits… 5 Evolution won that game… That Siew Keem still can laugh at me… Call her like nine times but she never answer my call…

Then it was ghost hunt… But the little devil wasn’t so brave at first but he went up eventually… The whole thing end at 2:30 in the morning and the rest of them when to play ping pong but I when straight to bed… Haha… I was the second to woke up after Salleh who didn’t sleep the whole night… We splash the four groups with water as their wake up call… Haha…

The second day of the camp we play ping pong… hide and seek… and achi duduk… But Michelle leg was injuire so we had to stop the game… We all when home at one in the afternoon and I had my bathe and sleep until this morning… Now I’m starving… I’m going to hunt for some food now… Haha..

Is Sunday, 11th of March 2006… 0759 hours…

Yeah… Holiday is here… After a few weeks of work… I need a vacation… Haha… Exam is over but I’m not so please with my result but the good news is that for the first time… I pass every single subject… Now that’s what I call improvement… Haha… My Bio and PA this time when down but my Chemmy and Maths when up… Now thats quite strange…

I’ve just counted my GPA and luckily is almost the same level that I’d got last year… Well, Form Four prefects are in and so far so good… Too early for any comments… Oh yeah, this coming Thursday and Friday there’s a camp in school for the prefects… Two days and one night… Is free of charge but the work that I need to do to make it free is terrible…

Going to Langkawi with my friends this end of the month… Three days and two nights… But the freaking part is that the OGA annual dinner is on the !st of April… The day where I’m still in Langkawi… So I had to decline their offer… It’s really an honour to be invited as their VIP guest but I think enjoying with my friends will be much better… Haha…

I need to brush up on all of my subjects this holidays… That means… No going out so often and miss calling people for no reason… Haha… That include messaging people… Hehe… My Bio is quite down this year… i don’t really know why?… But that is one of the subject that I wish to score well… So wish me luck and happy holidays people….

Is Sunday, 4th of March 2006… 1145 hours…

How wonderful is the grace fo God… He help me realise things which I cannot understand… He give me comfort when I’m down… He is always there when I need someone to complain too… He grant me serenity to accept things which I cannot change… He grant me wisdom to know the difference…

Indeed, I owe everthing I have to God… For without His grace… I will not be here… He even help me to see the actually truth which is happening in my school… And even though the truth hurts… I believe that if I have my faith in His hand and I know that salvation is there for me… Nothing can harm or bring me down…

Even though I walk along the road of disappointment… He is there to show me the correct path to choose… He is indeed my Tower of Strength… Let people say what they wish to say about me… For I do not fear the words they had spoken around about me because in the end… It is to God they have to answer too…

Starting from tomorrow onwards… I will change… For the sake of my close friends who are worry about me and because I have too… I will change… This reminds me of a poem which I love the most…

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IF

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If you can keep your head when all about you

Are losing theirs and blaming it on you;

If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you,

But make allowance for their doubting too;

If you can wait and not be tired by waiting,

Or being lied about don’t deal in lies,

Or being hated about don’t give way to hating,

And yet don’t look too good, nor talk too wise;

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If you can dream-and not make dreams your master;

If you can think-and not make thoughts your aim;

If you can meet with Triumph and Disaster

And treat those two imposters just the same;

If you can bear to hear the truth you’ve spoken

Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools,

Or watch the things you gave your life to, broken,

And stoop and build ‘em up with worn-out tools;

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If you can make one heap of all your winnings

And risk it on one turn of pitch-and-toss,

And lose, and start again at your beginnings

And never breath a word about your loss;

If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew

To serve your turn long after they are gone,

And so hold on when there is nothing in you

Except the Will which says to them: ‘Hold On!’

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If you can talk with crowds and keep your virtue,

Or walks with Kings-nor lose the common touch;

If neither foes nor loving friends can hurt you;

If all men count with you, but none too much;

If you can fill the unforgiving minute

With sixty seconds’ worth of distance run,

Yours in the Earth and everthing that’s in it,

And-which is more-you’ll be a Man, my son!