Detective Saviour’s Files

Is Saturday, 29th of April 2006… 1600 hours…

Muet test today… Four hours of test is finally over except for one more paper which I will take on the 9th of May… Well, overall the paper was okay I guess… Comprehension was like so tricky the questions and the same goes with the answers… Writing was even better… Time was not really a good pal for me during that period… Listening was… I don’t know?… In fact… I don’t even want to care at all…

The best part was… Boo brought his Engage and he started to play "Take Me To Your Heart"… At least it made me a bit relax… Haha… Yesterday I had speaking… So call as speaking… Me and my friends stay in the Prefect Room and talk about every single damn thing with proper English though… Haha… I didn’t enter class at all yesterday… There wasn’t any lesson yesterday, except for Chemistry… Other than that… Nothing at all…

15th of May… The day where it all begins again… The entry of the Lower Six… I wonder if this year will there be people who are as good as mine… I bet there is… All of a sudden, I just can’t wait for them to turn up… Maybe my mid-year will start on that day as well… Teacher’s Day is on the 16th of May… That means… Another speech… Looks like I have to prepare it soon or else I won’t have time for it later…

I just can’t wait to see who are the new EXCOs… I hope that they will be a much better board than mine… Looks like that I’m looking forward to my retirement but I’ll soon miss the good times which I had when I carry out my duties… Even though I would very happy on the day I pass down everything to the up-coming board… There will surely be a feeling of disappointment that I just can’t hide…

Well… The next mission in my life is to just concentrate on my STPM and nothing else… If there is anything else… It just have to wait after I’ve finish my examination…

Is Friday, 21st of April 2006… 1739 hours…

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FOLLOW ME

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Take my heart and let’s fly together

And fear not for I’m always here

As long as you’re still holding my hand, I can fly with forever

To a place where our hearts had always desire

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It might take years before we can finally be together

And that time, nothing can tears us apart

For the bound between us is much stronger

And I know you have it to because I see it in your heart

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So don’t leave me because of rumours

If our hearts are one, we’ll pass it through without errors

Trust your heart and foolow me

For we’ll make it through together, you and me

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I need you beside me when I’m down

To say - it’s okay, we’ll figure it out together

And to support me in every move that I take

And be the pillar of my faith when I fall

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I will be gentle with your heart

And caress it like the morning dew

For I will promise to be true

To you alone for the world and all to see

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So take my hand and follow me

And let’s build our dream together, you and me

We will face life’sardship sooner or later

But believe in me and we’ll pass it through together

                                                  (13 - 4 - 2006 ; 12:33pm)

Is Friday, 14th of April 2006… 2019 hours…

Lets see… MUET trial was held yesterday and I think I’m so dead ’cause I didn’t have enough time on my essay… Spend to much time on drafting when I realise that I had 20 minutes to write it all out… I’m so dead…

Today… It’s goodbye to the Pk Co-co… Mr. Ahmad Fairus… Now the position is empty and we’re shall await for the new co-co… Haha… Gave a speech this morning… I don’t really know how good did I really do ’cause it seems that mostly eveyone couldn’t hear what I was saying but the funny thing is Pn. Liang congratulate me on such a excellent speech… I’m quite blur here but since she is the teacher… I feel quite glad with her compliment…

I play Mr. Hero today… Like what on earth have I done?… I stop a fight during recess and it was like the worse one I ever stopped since I became a prefect in From Four… I know that it’s normal that I should stop this kind of things but that guy was three time my size and was arm with a stick and I happily took it away from him (rudely) and scolded him so damn loud… I could get myself kill but I didn’t thought of that… All there was in my mind was just to stop the fight…

Thank God that I’m still in one peace… Luckily that guy still respect me and allow me to settle it for him in a more peaceful way… Like I say before… I like my job, it’s the work I hate… It’s not easy being the head… People will usually expect you to clean up the mess… Well, since it is in my work… I have no choice but to perform it… The funny thing was… Most of my friends say that I was not myself when I stop that fight… It’s as though I was another person… Now that’s something that I don’t hear everyday… I wonder what do they mean by that?…

Anyway… I’m glad it’s all over and not to be bosting or what but I think I did a pretty good job in breaking up the fight… Haha… Maybe that explains why I’m feeling so happy… Haha… Ok… Until next week for the next update…

Is Sunday, 9th of April 2006… 0816 hours…

Hm… It looks like that I won’t be able to use blue as the writing colour for quite some time…

Well… What a week it was… Came back from Langkawi last Sunday and wasn’t it a terrific trip… But if you want to know what happen there… Then you better ask me personally… I’m too lazy to write it all here… Actually, I planned of not coming to school that Monday but because someone persuaded me… I came to school after all…

I was so blur that Monday that I can’t understand a single thing that my teachers was teaching… My duty was also so blur… Seriously, I don’t even know what I had done that Monday… Haha… My head was so heavy and I was losing balance… I feel like sleeping the whole day… Haha… When home that day and slept like a log until 7:00 pm… Haha…

Well, I wasn’t feeling myself that Friday… So, I hardly spoke to anyone except for one person… But after that… I felt much better… When to school yesterday… For what?… Extra class… Boring… MUET and Bio… The class ended at noon but I stay back for a while to finish up my Bio project… When home around 1:00 pm like that…

Couldn’t go for jogging yesterday… it was raining like cats and dogs… I hope that the weather will be fine this evening… I do badly want to go jogging… Ok not really… Just want to meet up with someone… Haha…

History will repeat if you do not learn from your past mistake… I like that phrase but sometimes… I just keep forgetting my past mistakes and still take the risks… I pray and hope that this time won’t end up as tragic as the previous one… Show the correct path Heavenly Father…

While in Langkawi… I composed a poem… I call it…

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THINKING OF YOU

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I’m sitting here alone tonight

With no one I can find in sight

Just the stars with its light

Accompanying me throughout the night.

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I’m thinking of you as I write

Wondering if you are doing the same

How I wish to see you tonight

And speak to you all through the night.

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I just simply can’t, get you off my mind

For everywhere I go, it’s you I must find

During the day or during the night

I hope to be right in front of your sight.

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Sometimes I wish that what I had said

I can fulfill it to you and make it your day

But sad in reality, it’s not always that way

For sometimes I can’t always keep the promises that I had said

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But there is one thing that you can be sure of

A promise which I assure you that I will keep

That whenever you’re feeling lonely, I’ll be right there for you

And comfort you when you are feeling blue

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So, as I’m sitting here alone tonight

I wish and pray that your life will be fill with light

And as I’m getting sleepy tonight, I want to wish to you:

‘Goodnight and sweet dreams when you sleep tonight’.

                                                   (2 - 4 - 2006 ; 11:15 pm)