Archive for July, 2006

File # 56

Saturday, July 29th, 2006

Is Sunday, 30th of July 2006… 1210 hours…

Just enjoy myself at the prefect’s farewell party yesterday… Hm… If I was to rate it… On the scale of 1 to 10… I’ll give it a 8.5… Haha…

Let’s see… I went there around 3:40 pm like that but I couldn’t see any of my friends yet… Chen Yip came around 3:50 pm and followed by the rest… Waited until 4:15 pm like that then we were called into the hall… Once in, at the receptionist’s table… I think it was someone who I can’t remember their name… Haha… But me and Chen Yip couldn’t get to choose that cute little shirt with a number on it… Don’t know why?… But mine was 39… Hehe… Luckily it was blue in colour…

Then Chan Hoong came and greet us and told us to wear out tie… But once I had put on my tie… He came and exchange his tie (which was yellow in colour with mine)… He said it was the Emcee idea (Boon Teik and Hooi Ching)… Seriously, I looked like a MacDonald Waiter with that tie… Haha… But believe or not… I kinda like the tie… Haha…

Then waited for the VIP to arrive who obviously did not came at all… Who care’s about them… Started off with the School Rally and followed by speeches… Then Chan Hoong requested a song and ask everyone to sing along… It was called Graduation by Vitamin C… Heard that song before… It’s indeed a meaningful song… Then it was photo session with everyone…

It was followed by a game… Musical Chair… At first the game was gentle but when it more people was been eliminated… It soon turn wild… Haha… Me and Chen Yip was eliminated at the third round… We actually did it on purpose… Then Jia Peng ask both of us to join a team to support those who are still in the game… In the end, the team which I supported (correction…the team members actually drag me to support their team) won and we got to draw the other team members face with lipstick… Haha…

Then it was dinner where Mr. Rengan and the PK HEM arrived just in time… Haha… But at least Mr. Rengan did give a speech but the PK HEM just disappear after that… Out of nowhere when me, Chen Yip, Saleh and Boo was eating… Cheng Kim put a plate full with bihun and curry chicken for Chen Yip… He already can’t eat… That fella always eat too much… Haha… So I help him eat half of it… Then it was games or more like moral values by Chan Hoong and Jia Peng…

Kuhaendran… That fella… Trick me and burst my balloon… So, me and Chen Yip went around looking for other victims… Haha… Then we found Hooi Ching and chase her until the basketball court… Haha.. Where she finally surrender her balloon… Hehe… After that, we played a game where three people where suppose to stand on a piece of newspaper which later become smaller and smaller… Me, Chen Yip and Saleh was in one group but we was out in the second round…

Then, it was ended with songs where I think Chan Hoong and his friends was really enjoing themselves… So, me and Boo when and off the hall lights when they started to sing the ending song… Then all of us start to on our phone light and wave it in the air… Haha… It all ended round 8:45pm like that… Then it was cleaning up… But I was on my way back that time…

Oh yea… There was a lucky draw after dinner but I didn’t get anything but I don’t mind because I already got something which I think it was much better… The cute little fold-paper-shirt… Haha… Seriously… I find it very cute and I don’t think that I would want to get any lucky draw prizes because I need to give them that cute little shirt… No!!!… I would rather keep it than giving to them… Haha… Thanx God the cute little fold-paper-shirt wasn’t yellow in colour… Haha…

Overall… Even though attendance was not really that statisfactory but it was still enjoyable…

Well Done Guys…

File # 55

Friday, July 28th, 2006

Is Friday, 28th of July 2006… 1616 hours…

What a week it was… A problem so small but still was created in a big issue by some people in school… Some people will just do anything for the sake of winning instead of getting to the bottom of the matter… Seriously, what kind of mentality does this people have?…

Because of that… Another junior of mine was a victim to their stupidity… These people just have to make other people’s life more miserable than it is already… Don’t they ever think of her feelings?… She has gone through several tough weeks because of her duties and studies but do they care?… These people just need something to do to pass their time…

I mean… What sort of mentality are this people having?… And they are the same age with me… Oh God… What are they so arrogant and selfish?… They should know how to differentiate whats right and wrong by now… They should know better to get to the bottom of the matter instead of jumping into conclusion… Really, it makes me sick when I think of this… And they call themselves Upper Six…

Well… I’m officially retire from every post that I hold in school… Now I can concentrate on my studies more… This week… Almost five teachers came to me and ask for my full name… Well, at first it was ok but then I begin to fell irritated because they would ask me the same question that is how is my name spelled and pronounced… It’s really annoying…

Tomorrow… Is the  prefect’s farewell party… Starts at four and end around nine like that… Attire… Formal… Now that’s something you don’t hear everyday… So I have to wear something neat and formal tomorrow… And I need to give a speech also… Since the function is formal… So it’s my speech… I was hoping for something casual but I think it would be fun anyway…

Anyway… If I have the time… I write down about the prefect’s farewell…

File # 54

Friday, July 21st, 2006

Is Friday, 21st of July 2006… 1720 hours…

"What does it takes to be a good prefect?”… My junior ask me this question yesterday and I find this very interesting but before I answered him… I asked what did he think about it?… He say that making sure that we(prefects) should follow the school rule and make sure that others obey it too… Technically, there’s nothing wrong in his answer but it takes more than that to be a good prefect…

I used to have that kind of thinking before when I was a Form Four Prefect but then later I found that it takes something else to be a good prefect… Creating a friendly environment with teachers and friends is important but don’t ever forget about the students… If you can accomplish this, then you’ll find that making others following the school rule will be easy… But that works on certain type of students…

Have you ever heard about ”Letting the small fish go, so we can catch the big fish later"… For some of you, you may think that this is totally so wrong but seriously this is what I usually do… There is of course a certain limit to this but if you can do it wisely without causing too much trouble… You’ll gain respect easily… But that also depends on how you practice this way…

If you do it for personally gain then you are on the wrong track but if it is for the good of others… Then you are making progress…

He was quite shock with my answer but I guess you are now too… But I never say that I was a good prefect when I follow all this because there were times when I let my anger get the better of me… If that happens, then you are not a good prefect… I told him not to worry so much about becoming a good prefect but just concentrate on becoming a helpful prefect…

Helping others is a really a noble job and not many are willing to do it… Just do your duty honestly and with full commitment… Don’t be so snobbish and always remember your root… Respect your superiors and of course everyone around you (working with you and your friends)… Put on a smile when someone pass by you… Even if they don’t smile back at you it’s ok because you never know who might be grateful with your smile…

It’s hard to be a good prefect and never can a prefect be perfect but we can at least be helpful and friendly…

Today… If I knew that there won’t be any lesson in school… I would rather skip school… Came to school and hear some boring ceramah about PA 2… So damn boring… Waste my time… I hardly think that anyone pay attention during the ceramah…

Got extra class tomorrow… Chemistry… 10 am to noon… Oh yeah… There’s also the basket ball competition from morning untill evening… Maybe I’ll join in the fun tomorrow… Haha…

File # 53

Friday, July 14th, 2006

Is Saturday, 15th of July 2006… 1259 hours…

MUET result is finally out… Yeah… I got Band 5… Thanx God for that… Cause I expect for the worst since I didn’t perform that well in my listening and speaking… I’m so damn happy with my result… At last… Something out of the blues…

It started like this… I was at the Ong Association waiting for my friends for a game of badminton… Now when Chen Yip arrived… His wife call him and say that the MUET result was out and that she got Band 6 (the only person so far who score this high)… Chen Yip was so damn scare that time and that me more scare than him…

Finally he got his result… Band 5 also… Since the Ong was fully booked… We went to Kia opposite to play… Seriously… I wasn’t in the mood at all because I was so worry about my result… Then Jun Tatt, Ah Ye, Ah Beh, Boon Soon, Saleh and Ker Xing turned up… All except Saleh got their result… It was between Band 5 and Band 4…

After I played for nearly an hour or so… Ferdi message me and say that I got Band 5… I was shock and gave him a call to confirm it and he say that it’s true… Yeah… I was so damn happy that time… Thanx God for that… Ah Gan message me and she also got Band 5…

From what Ferdi said… Our class alone has one person who score Band 6 and 11 others who score Band 5 and he’s not sure about the rest… Well… It’s not quite a good result for this year… But at least somebody broke the record that the school been waiting… Band 6…

Haha… I don’t think that I will be able to take my afternoon nape later… Too happy already… Haha…

File #52

Friday, July 14th, 2006

Is Friday, 14th of July 2006… 1636 hours…

Second week of retirement… Finally I was able to adapt myself in this new environment… It wasn’t easy but I finally did it…

This week… Nothing special at all just that during dissection… My rat seem to disappear just like that so I was given a toad to dissect instead… Should I call myself lucky or what?… The only freaking part about the toad is that it keep sticking out it’s toungue during the whole dissection…. It was really annonying…

MUET result is still unknown… A part of me want to know the result but the other side of me is praying that the result would not come out at all… Haha… Probably by end of this month if I’m not mistaken… Haih… STPM trial is coming soon… Beginnig of September… Then it’s STPM during November… Hm… My only one ticket to university…

I ‘lepak’ in the Music Room during this week… Since I can’t ‘lepak’ in the Prefect Room like I use to… Haha… But I think I better stop it before I’m addicted to it…

Mr. Rengan wanted to see me that Thursday and to my surprise… He say something about I’m getting the Anugerah Khas… I can’t really get what was he trying to say but all I can get is that he ask for my full name and IC number… Haha… Well… It really doesn’t matter to me if I get anything from the school at all… But I think seriously that there are a lot of other people who are more qualified than me to recieve that award…

Boo surprised me this morning when he told me that I’m in the basketball team… Now that is like so freaking scary for I’m not good at all in basketball… Oh well… I just hope that I’ll do my best… Going to play badminton tomorrow… Yeah… Finally, after nearly a month I skip all those badminton invitation… Now I’m free to go and enjoy myself… Haha… But I think I’m not so good in playing now but nevermind… Practice makes prefect… Haha…

To awake from my fantasy dream… It was really annoying… Those two days was really the time of my life but on the night of the second day… A little bell rang at my head and tell me to come back to reality…

I know that it’s just a waste of effort and time to live in a world of your own but I just can’t help it… When I awoke this morning… It all felt like a dream so hard to be true… I felt so stupid…

How can I ever thought of such a thing like that… It’s like so selfish of me… Putting aside other people feelings for my own benefits… Thats not how I like things to be… So thats why I wasn’t really in the mood in school today…

Tough I was laughing and smiling to all my friends but I just don’t want them to worry about me…

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Cause I had a bad day

I’m taking one down

I sing a sad song just to turn it around

I say I don’t know

I tell you don’t lie

I work at a smile and I go for a ride

I had a bad day

The camera don’t lie

I’m coming back down and I really don’t mind

I had a bad day

I had a bad day…

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I wish to release all of my grief tomorrow when I play badminton… At least I can calm myself down…

File # 51

Friday, July 7th, 2006

Is Friday, 7th of July 2006… 1643 hours…

This week seem strange to me… Well, no one at all in school came to me for work and no one actually bother about me anymore… No more attention now I guess… Well I know this was what I wanted before but… I kinda miss my job now… I miss stanting in front every morning before duty starts but now I just stand and view from my class which is on the second floor…

I do really miss my days as a prefect but I’m trying my best to find something else to do… Guess it’s quite scary when your wish come true… Haha…

Tomorrow I have a day camp in school… Organized by the Welfare Club and the Anti-Crime Society… Guess what… I’m the MC for tomorrow’s day camp and also… I’m in-charge for one game which is treasure hunt… I got to be in school before 7:30 am and I’ll probably stay until 7:00 pm… So that means for nearly half-a-day I won’t be at home…

It’s going to be tiring but I hope to enjoy myself too… Hm… Hope that some of the teams tomorrow won’t succeed in my game… Hehe…

So close yet so far…

Just when I though I’ve finally found it but it turns out to be another disappointment…

Looks like I’ve got to play the waiting game again…