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Towards the end…

Thursday, March 27th, 2008

It’s Friday, 28th of March 2008… 0129 hours…

It’s been around like a month plus since I last updated my blog. It’s strange to think that in a months time, so much things can happen and really make a lot of different in your live and the way you view it.

I have finish all of my sub-exams and as well for my assignments. Now I’m having my study break before the final exam which is schedule on the 6th of April with the first paper which is  Structure and Function of Human. One of the scariest subject to take.

Anyway, I did see some improvements in my studies after going through some study groups with my friends. Though I still prefer to study on my own but once your in a study group, you will automatically force yourself to be extra prepare and do a lot of further readings.

So, is a win-win situation for everyone. Studies was really a challenge for me this semester as I was required to enter the Speech-Language Clinic for a few observation session with some of the patients. It was quite a new experience for me.

Sounds like a lot of nice stuff is happening with me this semester right. But sad to say, there is this one incident that I admit that its my fault which made it all to happen. I have this friend who had some problems and I was really somehow impatience to help her. I kinda like scold her.

It turns out in the end that I kinda scare her. She don’t hate  me as I thought she would. After I ask one of her closest friend if she’s still mad at me? She said that she doesn’t blame me for the things that happen to her but she just need some time to recover from that incident and also need some time to have the courage to face me again because, according to her, whenever she see me, she will remember that awful experience.

That will be one of my mistake which I made in this semester. I just pray that whatever barriers is build around her will be broken away and bring back that joyful soul which I once knew. It’s not easy to face life struggle especially when you are living all alone in an alien place.

Well, that’s not stopping me from caring for her as how I did since the beginning of this semester. I’ll still continue on this spiritual gift that God had call me to work on and continue to shower God’s love to all of my brothers and sisters in this university.

It became more clear what He wanted me to do when I was elected to be in the Christian Fellowship Committee to hold the post as the Prayer Chairman. So, I’ll be the one responsible to conduct the prayer meeting on every Saturday evening where we’ll all gather together and bring our prayers and petition and  pray together as a family in Christ.

To care, love, and help your brothers and sisters whether they’re a Christian or not is not a easy thing to do as I thought it was when I got back here in this semester. But, I thank my Heavenly Father for blessing me with friends who had encourage and guided me along the way until today.

I don’t defy the fact that it take up a lot of my time in doing His work but one thing that I know is that, the more I give to do His works, He gave me the time to do my works. And in my studies, I have that peace that He’ll take care of me in my studies.

I’m sort like taking up a brother role among my first year friends especially in the Health Science School. There are eight of us and I didn’t really care that much for them in my first semester but that’s all change now. I’ll look after my sisters and as well my other brothers and sisters in this campus.

"But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, and  self control. Against such there is no law".. Galatians 5: 22-23