Still The Same…
It’s Sunday, 27th April 2008… 2109 hours…
It has been two days since I came back to Taiping and like I was afraid of, nothing really change back home. Things are still the same. Words of abusing and actions that hurts still remains until now. Sometimes I really wonder how I can really help?
Divorce will be the easiest solution but it just too complicated to be explained. Sometimes I do wonder to myself. How can God still use me and still tell me that He has great plans that He need me to accomplish for Him. Someone who doesn’t really comes from a good family background.
It’s so strange. It was because of His great love for me and that He saved me and guided me in my life until today which really makes me to put my trust in Him.
I’m halfway through the book which my senior gave me about being a healthy youth minister and it’s really an eye-opener you know. I didn’t know that there is so many things that really needs to be reconsider before you can even carry out a programme.
You need to have an identification for the types of students in your campus before you can start reaching out to them. Not all of them react the same way. Maybe that’s why I wasn’t doing really well in my first year and was sometimes feeling a bit frustrated.
The most important thing to be remembered is the ‘why’ are we here before answering the ‘how’ to accomplish it. Once the ‘why’ is answered, doing the ‘how’ will be on the right track and it will always lead to the ‘why’.
Evangelism, Ministry, Worship, Discipleship, and Fellowship. A healthy balance between these five element will help in accomplishing to the ‘why’ we exist.
I still remembered during my previous CF committee meeting, when we ended the meeting. We were left to think about a question. "How God want to use you in the next academic year?”
I was kind of thinking about the question myself these few days but I’m still uncertain how will I serve in my coming academic year. I do have some ideas but I really need something that will help me have a vision for what can I do for my brothers and sisters and also for God.
I’m still thinking how can the prayer meet every Saturday evening help my brothers and sisters to build them in there faith but I also need to know that to cover all the five elements is not possible for a balance is important to be healthy.
I need to focused on one clear vision. I consider myself as a core but still learning young christian. I have some plans of having bible studies and fellowships. Reaching out to non-christian. Reaching to my brothers and sisters who isolated themselves.
I really want to make a different in this campus. We have this some sort of 1st year ministry which was started by a friend who she says that she was called by God to do it. But it seems to upset some of our seniors for we kind of focused to much on the first year.
I think that all will change when we come back for our next academic year. It’s not another Christian society or a branch from the current CF but its more like a few Christian who are determined to reach out to others and strengthen our fellowships.
For I believe that we still stick to our CF purpose statement which tells the "why" the CF exist in this campus and I feel that we should help in accomplishing that vision and goal.
Christian Fellowship USMKK is here to TOUCH the life of students with God’s love, BONDING and GROWING together as a family in order to SERVE and GLORIFY God.
